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I am not a female or a male, I am both. I identify as queer, I love music, acting, cats, dogs, my parakeets, life, love, laughter, my friends and my family.
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Sympathize with the psychopath
I don’t believe in perfection.

Everyone is a f*cking idiot and everyone's a f*cking genius, you f*cking love everyone but you f*cking hate them too, life isn’t black and white it just f*cking isn’t!

Life is a bitch so you gotta f*ck her.
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Can anyone sew this ragdoll back together. She's missing some fluff in her head and her dress is tattered and torn.
She is a lot like me, my soul is torn just like her dress, my mind is broken and my emotions are harder to cope with.
But you came along, two years you've stayed dealing with my every day trauma. You hold me when I try to run, hold me tighter when I fight you, and holding me gently every night I cry myself to sleep.

If anyone can sew this old tattered ragdoll back together, its you my love. Its you.
Ragdoll
Poem I wrote for a poetry event.
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She stood outside his door, she hadn't seen him in five years. not after that day. the day that everything changed. She stood pacing the deck, talking herself into doing it and then talking herself out. she knew it would be better if she just got it over with. for all she knew he's married. she really hopes that he's not, it could make both our lives so much more complicated. this girl's name was (name) the man she wants to talk to you after five long years is named Ivan.  Ivan is also the personification of Russia.
" He thinks I'm dead, but I'm not dead anymore" she chuckles " well technically I never was. but I had to be. he'll be furious."
You see dear reader, (name) was part of a secret spy group. when she realized that her relationship with Ivan was it just so that the other members of the group could get information from him, by looking through his papers when they came over to visit. Ivan didn't know she was part of this group, but when the group had found out enough about Ivan they plan to go to Germany. Now the personification of Germany, named Ludwig, I had agreed to help her fake her death so that Ivan would not  try to find her before the mission was complete. Now five years later it was time to tell him the truth. Ludwig waited in the car pulled up by Ivan's house,  even though he wanted to be there in case Ivan was angry with her. sunflower said no she had to do it by herself. he had done enough lying to one of his good friends that his lover was actually not dead and that all along she was living at his place. what (name) did not know was, Ludwig was deeply in love with her, but she loved Ivan to the ends of the earth. know that the group had disbanded and the mission was over (name) finally had the chance to tell Ivan she was alive!

She closed her eyes and knocked on the door. the door open slowly and the tall Russian stood on the other side of the door way. " No this is not possible. you are dead. Ludwig said you were dead. got hit by a car and died. Your eyelashes are sitting on my fire place. "

" No Ivan, does ashes are ashes from an old building that fell down. I'm really here. I'm not dead. I promise."  she took her hand and caressed his cheek he did the same to her tears came to their eyes as they embraced. sunflower waved to Ludwig, as he started the car and drove away. the lovers that walked into the house, crying tears of joy, and catching up on the years that have passed, Ludwig was starting up the car to drive down to some local bar and cry his eyes out, getting so drunk that they nearly had to the ambulance for help, alcohol poisoning.

When (name) and Ivan got the news, they hurried to the hospital and SAT by his bedside until he woke up. when Ludwig's eyes open to see the love of his life, he thought that they were alone.
" I  I love you. I've always loved you, I never wanted to take you back to Ivan. I wanted to keep you as mine. I'm last night all I want to do is die. I still want to die knowing you'll never love me like you love him." (Name) looked at Ivan with tearful eyes.
" you can't die Ludwig, because I love both of you."
"What?!" Both men shouted at the same time.

To be continued...
Can't I have both? (Russia xReaderx Germany)
Hey readers! Well this seems intense...
Sorry for any mistakes I'm doing this on the mobile version.
I don't own Hetalia (Hetalia owns me really)
You belong to you
The plot is mine!
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Hey guys, so I haven't been able to post for a while because my computer broke. My little laptop is working but I really prefer my larger laptop to type. I should be writing more soon but the but the thing is school has been on my mind a lot. I'm graduating in May, so there's a lot to do. I have some ideas for something new, there is going to be a Russia X Germany X reader series,  another Russia X reader, and a few more endings to my other Hetalia fan fan fiction. I also have some ideas for a Hawkeye X reader story but it's going to be a while until I do that. Hope to see you guys soon!
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Hey guys, so I haven't been able to post for a while because my computer broke. My little laptop is working but I really prefer my larger laptop to type. I should be writing more soon but the but the thing is school has been on my mind a lot. I'm graduating in May, so there's a lot to do. I have some ideas for something new, there is going to be a Russia X Germany X reader series,  another Russia X reader, and a few more endings to my other Hetalia fan fan fiction. I also have some ideas for a Hawkeye X reader story but it's going to be a while until I do that. Hope to see you guys soon!
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